Dear Mariah [count me in]

the days are still passing me by...there seems to only one problem with that...as they pass they get even more confuzing then the day before im trying hard to catch my breath but some how it almost seems to be an unreachable desire for me i seem to be wondering who my real friends are who to trust and who not to trust the same questions seem to fill my head everyday but for some reason none of them seem to get answered why isnt anyone listening to what i have to say why cant these questions fade away like everyday that i pass by or simply be answered by someone, anyone for that matter! why do they seem to fill my head every time i wake up in the morning to every time i lay my head on my pillow to sleep this being the only way to escape these questions that haunt me everyday