Dear Mariah [count me in]

my vision seems to be getting blurry life is swirling around me and no matter how much i want it to slow down it seems to speed up i cant catch my breath anymore i have too many problems that keep me running nonstop i want to be finished i want all these so called problems to make there way out of my life im not exactly sure how much longer i can take it...nothing is turning out the way i want it...but then again life isnt like burger king you CANT have it your way no matter how much you try life seems to go in all directions you have to pick left or right and fate will lead you where you are supposed to be i wish i could go back in time and change the mistakes i have made but in this life its not possible...i need to learn from them even if these problems are too hard to handle at times i feel the weight of the world crashing down on me im not sure how long i can hold it...i know life is going to have these twists and turns and these problems will eventually go away and work themselves out...im learning to handle all these punches that are being thrown at me no matter how hard i try this life will still be great but full of chaos at the same time