Dear Mariah [count me in]

the room is closing in on me...but instead of panicing i just give a sigh of relief almost remembering this familiar feeling everything is changing nothing is and never will be the same again...this feeling seems to be the only familiar thing to me anymore it suddenly allows me to catch my breath breathe in breathe out it allows me to catch up with reality once again and asures me everything will eventually be okay how life takes time to adjust to everything but knowing it takes longer for me to adjust then life itself